We Will Become Silhouettes

i know its corny but right now every word is true

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wooooo	[Jan. 25th, 2006\|04:57 pm]
i made the dean's list... woott woott
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[Jan. 12th, 2006|10:15 am]

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Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

(no subject)	[Nov. 30th, 2005\|08:36 pm]
bright* the b on the keyboard is sticky ... this makes me sad
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[Nov. 30th, 2005|08:32 pm]

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seasonal depression wrocks my world..

went to see right eyes with rich it was wayy awesome!!! i love him so much! <3

Getting better

[Sep. 20th, 2005|04:55 pm]

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So rich and i have been going out for 2 years. jeeze that is a long time but it has been a wonderful adventure and I love him more than anything. I couldnt think of anyone id rather be with. plus you are my best friend. I miss you!!! & am thinking about you constantly.

And things are getting better at school, work has been keeping me super busy. Same with my scattered classes. I am greatful that it is work that i like doing though. I have been enjoying my weekends though! <3.. I get to go home this weekend wooo. My dress for my aunts wedding is finally here so I have to go try that on annnddd yea.. Anyways nothing really new here.. Oh i got this huge tattoo on my back it is really cool, it is angel wings.. it hurt pretty bad and it was expensive but that is ok....

Just kidding I didnt get a tattoo.. im just bored

anywho english is next.. goodbye

(no subject)	[Aug. 30th, 2005\|01:44 pm]
i thought pratt would be funner.. :o/ the classes arent bad yet but it is kinda boring .. not IN the city like everyone thins.. i miss you
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[Jul. 19th, 2005|03:00 pm]

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R.I.P. Hank!

I tried to save you!

Feel better honey. <3

[Jul. 18th, 2005|06:12 pm]

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What a week.. It seems as though crazy things just keep happening. Between the emergency room being the hottest spot around and animals getting injured in my yard. Crazy crazy crazy.

S the other day my step dad ran over a bunch of baby bunnies with the lawn mower.. the blade was at 2 1/2" though so he didnt hurt them.. we have been keeping an eye on them (they are in the front yard). Then today my brother comes running inside telling my mom gibberish so we both go running outside and there is a baby blue jay ( http://www.birdhouselet.com/images/blue%20jay.JPG )stuck in the fence and we were trying to get him out.. i dont know his leg was like wedged in the fence and when we got him out it was mangled.. He is in my bathroom right now sleeping in a towel and shoe box i gave him water out of the medicine dropper and he really like it so that was good. I will take him to the wildlife refuge tomorrow. I dont know crazy things...

<33333 i am glad you are felling better from the other day even though you are not feeling good all over again! But i hope that you feel better soon! Me loves you!

omg my contact just fell out and i cant find it. ahh!!

oh yea and i got this from mom for graduation and i am looking forward to using it!! ( http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/images/B00008URR4/ref=dp_images_3/102-3139975-1093714?%5Fencoding=UTF8&s=photo&img=3&childASIN=B00008URR4 )

that is all for now I have to go tidy up my room

(no subject)	[May. 16th, 2005\|02:04 pm]
soo prom. Went with rich <3 he looked sooooooooo hot as usual. (REMEMBER TO RETURN THE TUX haha you already have like a $60 late fee. haha) Got out of school around 10:45 because I am special (everyone else had to wait till 11:30) woo big difference. drove around doing errands all day Got home at like 2:15 took a really quick shower, did my makeup & hair. in the 10 mins. that were left. left my house at 3:00 to get my mom from work in N.H. ... on the highway in East Haven she decided to call and let me know I didnt have to get her she already had a ride. Got Rich's boutnier (I have no idea how to spell that) Got my brother from day care Went home, met Brittany there and did her makeup re-did my hair& makeup Got dressed Went outside to take pictures, froze my ass off. Went with Rich to his house took picks, still freezing. Headed off to prom, still freezing. Got to prom had a good time probably only thanks to Rich & his goofy attempts to make me fell better <333. So I was sick, had a 100.8 degree fever and felt like I was going to pass out. The rest of the night and majority of the weekend I slept and felt miserable. Thanks honey for making my night 7,000 kazillion infinity times better!!<3333
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[May. 16th, 2005|01:49 pm]

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I just found out that a certain teacher's father has passed away. She has been one of my favorite teachers since coming to the high school and her father has been sick for a long time. To anyone (kelsey, cadah, ash, kate, etc.,) who knows who I am talking about (I wont mention this certain teachers name) I was wondering if you would like to get together and purchase flowers and a sympathy card? I feel badly as she is a very genuinely nice person and her father was her "favorite person in the world."

Thanks

Also I know that I put this on LJ but if we could not mention her name maybe her privacy would be better preserved.

<3

I will update about prom later

[May. 11th, 2005|02:08 pm]

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oh and happy 1 yr 9 months. <3!!

[May. 11th, 2005|02:05 pm]

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YAY

Rich comes home from college today, I am getting my hair did, and Friday is prom..

woooo.

[May. 9th, 2005|01:51 pm]

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I hate drama. I also hate when things are turned around to make you look like the ass when it obviously was the other person... thats what friends are for right?